Sunday, August 12, 2012

Climbing a snowy mountain in my dream

12th of August 2012 and 24th of Ramadan. 

Yesterday I woke up several times during the morning. During the night after Aicha. I really don't like being woke up. I know the sleep-cycle and I am really addicted to it. I want to sleep 15-20 minutes or being woke up after 90 minutes, not more or less, because if I sleep less or more, then I will wake up with a nausea and really tired. It was a good day yesterday I think. I went out with the children and played baseball and succer. I love playing with them, but don't take time doing it. But I want it to be one of my new habits. Yesterday it was good weather. People were bathing even though it was really freezing. It is supposedly the last sunny weekend before fall arrives.  

I am on a mountain. It is ice and snow on it. I am climbing together with two small boys. One of the boys are under the age of 12. I take care of him. We climb together. 

I am in a cabin on the mountain. I speak to somebody in the cabin, in the arabic sign language. I am trying really hard to understand and to speak with my hands. Don't know why. 

I see the boy on the mountain again. There is an helicopter that attaches him and then he goes like a swing under the helicopter down the mountain in safety. 

I am on the beginning of the mountain. It is not much snow here but it begins here. And it is a place for  playing and riding snowboard and skiing. I see some trees too. 

I am inside a house. I see my sister. She is moving out I think. She has a lot of stuff. Among the stuff she has a keyboard and she covers it up. She has a little closet with girly toys and clothes, princessdresses. There are small "things" moving around in the room. I don't like them and I try hard to avoid them. 

To see mountains in your dream signify many major obstacles and challenges that you have to overcome. If you are on top of the mountain, then it indicates that you have achieved and realized your goals. You have recognized your full potential. Alternatively, mountains denote a higher realm of consciousness, knowledge, and spiritual truth. To dream that you are climbing a mountain signifies your determination and ambition. 

To see snow in your dream signifies your inhibitions, unexpressed emotions and feelings of frigidity. You need to release and express these emotions and inhibitions. Alternatively, snow means that you are feeling indifferent, alone and neglected.

To dream that you find something in the snow suggests that you are exploring and accessing your unused potential, abilities, and talents. You have uncovered some hidden talent and ability within yourself. It may also refers to a need to forgive.

To see a boy scout in your dream denotes that you or someone else has displayed exemplary behavior. You will gain the ranks necessary to achieve your goals and success.

To see or dream that you are in a wood cabin indicates that you will succeed via your own means. It suggests that you are self-reliant and independent, yet still remain humble. You prefer the simpler things in life.

To hear or speak a foreign language in your dream indicates a message from your subconscious that you do not yet understand. Alternatively, you may not be making yourself clear to others.

To communicate in sign language in your dream suggests that you need to find other ways to get your opinion heard since no one is listening to you.

To dream that you are rock climbing symbolizes your struggle, determination and ambition. You are not any letting obstacles get in the way of your goal. Additionally, the dream indicates that you have an edge over others.

To dream that you are climbing down something indicates that you need to acknowledge and take notice of your subconscious. You are expressing some hesitance and reservation with delving into your more negative feelings. Alternatively, it suggests that you may be feeling low or emotionally drained.

To see a helicopter in your dream represents your ambitions and achievements. You are in full pursuit of your goals.

To dream that you are playing in the snow indicates that you need to set some time for fun and relaxation. Alternatively, the dream means that you need to take advantage of opportunities that arise; otherwise such opportunities will disappear.
To dream that you or someone is snowboarding indicates that you are overcoming your fears. You are utilizing your skills.

To see a pine tree in your dream symbolizes immortality, life, and/or fertility.

To dream that you are cleaning your house signifies your need to clear out your thoughts and get rid of old ways. You are seeking self-improvement. 

To dream that you find or discover a new room suggests that you are developing new strengths and taking on new roles. You may be growing emotionally. Consider what you find in the discovered room as it may indicate repressed memories, fears, or rejected emotions. Alternatively, such rooms are symbolic of neglected skills or rejected potential. 

To see a computer keyboard in your dream indicates that there is a message that you need to get out or an idea that you need to share. The keyboard also symbolizes something that you have to get done. To see or play a musical keyboard in your dream represents harmony. Your life is well balanced.

To�see or play with toys in your dream symbolize childhood, domestic joy and harmony. You may be searching for the comfort and security of home. It also represents playful attitudes and your childish ways. 

To see a princess in your dream represents the object of your affections or desires.

To dream that you play ninepins indicate that you are foolishly wasting your energy and letting opportunities slip away. Alternatively, the dream means that you need to select your companions carefully. Be careful of who you put your trust in.

Yesterday I received a phonecall from my neighbour asking me to help her find somebody that wanted to help her move for money - the same day - because her brother has a cat at home and she is afraid of her little 10 months baby. OMG. I can't believe have egotistical the family are. They don't care about her. So in the late evening I find out that she is not moving any longer to her brothers appartement because he wants to do whatever he like and he wants to have pets like dogs and cats. The other appartement that she was going to move in to is no longer available. Subhanallah. I can't believe it. I am thankful that I don't have the same situation, but she has to say stop to her family's treating of her. I wouldn't accept it. I am still not trusting her 100% and the naivety that I had before is no longer 100% but perhaps 60%. I want to think good of people, and I still do, but I have to be more suspicious. Not everbody are as good as I want to believe they are. 

It is true that I am not getting heard as I would like to. Most people don't care about me. My husband says that I don't open up to them, but I can't. Most people that I know are always in some sort of trouble and talks about their lives. I am always greatful with what I have and I don't like to complain about anything in my life to anyone. I have had many troubles in life, but I always wrote or read instead of confiding to somebody else. Who would help me? Noboby can, so why talk to somebody who can't do anything. I just write it down, read advice from authors and pshychologists and that's it. Sometimes my husband listens, but not always. 

What should I "waste" the energy on insteadof writing and blogging? Work? Read the Qur'an? Play with my kids instead? I don't know. What should I do?

Please help me interprete the dream further.

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