Saturday, August 11, 2012

I live on the top floor of a hotel and changes my clothes, while worrying about my looks

11th of August 2012 and the 23rd of Ramadan.

Tonight could have been Laylat-ul Qadr. I don't know. Yesterday my best friends family was our guests. I started the day by arguing with my husband, because I was tired, but then I stopped and said Bismilah instead so that the rest of the day would be fine. The family came, I brought them to the mosque, I cleaned and cooked and everything was great. Late that night I ate suhur and I was really happy and emotional in a positive way.

Tonight I have dreamt a lot of weird things. I dreamt that I was in a big house, like a . On the backside of it were the  constructors. I thought about a picture that were taken on me, and that were published in a journal. My mother was on the picture too. The problem was that I didn't wear hdijab and I hoped that nobody would read it, see it or at least understand that it is me on the picture in the paper. 

Then I got to the other side. It was a high building, like a hotel. The two first floors were for the hotel and the last one for me. It was a big building, very beautiful and the stairs that led up to my appartement, my huge appartement were linked to the other stairs for the guests of the hotel. I tried to figure out how to stop them coming up to my veranda. Most of them were in the sun, and there were caf├ęs on the verandas with chairs and tables and people sitting and chatting. I talked to some of them, I think I knew them too or perhaps I didn't. I didn't feel comfortable because I wasn't dressed as I should. 

I was in a big complexe of businesses with a friend. I don't remember who. I went up on the moving staircase and there were lifts that took you where you wanted to, but you had to learn where they went. One lift took you to the roof where the land was. The complexe was under the ground with glass-ceiling as a roof. It was snow and ice outside. I wanted to go inside again. Then I was in a store for clothes and cloth. I didn't feel good. I started to change and take off my clothes so that I looked like anyone else, not as how I normally dress. The people around me, especially a man and a woman were very amazed and impressed by my looks and how beautiful I was. I had taken of two cardigans that covered my body and now they could see how thin I was, like a model. I wore a pair of jeans and a white blouse and my long blond hair was stunning. The woman who owned the store wanted me to keep in touch with her because she was proud of me and the change and gave me her e-mail adress. I think it was: 2love@123.com or something like that. 

The last bit I can't remember. 

To dream that a building is under construction suggests that you need to work on some aspect of yourself and better your mind or body.

To see a photograph in your dream indicates that there is a relationship that needs your attention. You are not looking deep enough into the problem. Alternatively, the dream means that you are clinging on to the past or to some false hope. Consider who or what is on the photo. The image may be trying to take you back to a particular moment in time. To see a picture in your dream symbolizes a mental imprint that remains persistent in your mind. Your actions are irreversible. There is no turning back in what you do. 

To see a printing press in your dream represents communication. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you have not learned from your past life lessons or previous mistakes. You need to take in what you learned from the past and incorporate it into your present life.

To dream that you are in a penthouse represents the creative and spiritual aspect of yourself. You are looking at life from a new perspective and accessing your highest potential. To see a hotel in your dream signifies a new state of mind or a shift in personal identity. You are undergoing some sort of transition and need to move away from your old habits and old way of thinking. You need to temporarily escape from your daily life. Alternatively, the dream may imply a loss in your personal identity. To see a mansion in your dream symbolizes your greatest potential and growth. You may feel that your current situation or relationship is in a rut. 

To dream that you are walking up a flight of stairs indicate that you are achieving a higher level of understanding. You are making progress into your spiritual, emotional or material journey. The dream is also analogous to material and thoughts that are coming to the surface. 
To dream that you are walking down a flight of stairs represents your repressed thoughts. You are regressing back into your subconscious. It also refers to the setbacks that you are experiencing in your life. If you are afraid of going down the stairs, then it means that you are afraid to confront your repressed emotions and thoughts. Is there something from your past that you are not acknowledging?

To dream that you are at a cafe represents your social life. The dream is telling you that it is time to call up old friends and catch up with what they are all up to.

To see a warehouse in your dream represents stored energy or hidden resources. The warehouse also refers to memories. Alternatively, the warehouse means that you are putting your ambitions and goals on hold. 

To see a staircase in your dream symbolizes change and transformation. In general, the up and down action of the elevator represents the ups and downs of your life. It also symbolizes emotions and thoughts that are emerging out of and submerging into your subconscious. Alternatively, the dream may have sexual connotations. To dream that the elevator is moving sideways means that your efforts are counterproductive. You are going nowhere in your work, relationship or other situation.  

To see a chair in your dream symbolizes your need to sit down and take time out to contemplate a situation before proceeding. Or you just need to relax. Alternatively, it indicates that your feelings or ideas are being dismissed or cast to the side. 

To dream that someone is offering you a chair suggests that you need to be open to taking and accepting advice.

To dream that you are on top of a roof symbolizes boundless success. If you fall off the roof, then it suggests that you do not have a firm grip and solid foundation on your advanced position. If you are re-roofing in your dream, then it suggests that you need to raise your goals and set your sights higher.

To dream of going or living underground indicates that you are trying to force certain thoughts and issues into your subconscious mind. You really need to confront and explore your subconscious. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are expressing a desire to go unnoticed or to lie low. 

To see snow in your dream signifies your inhibitions, unexpressed emotions and feelings of frigidity. You need to release and express these emotions and inhibitions. Alternatively, snow means that you are feeling indifferent, alone and neglected. If the snow is melting, then it suggests that you are acknowledging and releasing emotions you have repressed. You are overcoming your fears and obstacles. If you are driving in the snow, then it means that you need to be extra cautious about how your approach your goals.If the snow is dirty, then it refers to a lost in innocence, impurity and uncleanness. Some aspect of yourself or situation has been tainted.

To dream that you are in a lingerie store suggests that you are lacking excitement in your life. You are trying to fulfill a void in your sex life. Alternatively, the dream may mean that you are feeling exposed.

To dream of your clothes is symbolic of your public self and how you are perceived. It is indicative of the act you put on in front of others. Clothes are also an indication of your condition and status in life. Thus, if you wear clothes that do not suit you or that you normally would not wear, then it suggests that you are putting up a front and trying to deceive others. Something in your life is "unsuitable". It may be a symbol of hypocrisy and being someone that you are not. Alternatively, it could also mean that you are revealing a hidden part of yourself to the world.

To dream that you are wearing brand new clothes signify new attitudes and a new persona. You are finding a different way of expressing yourself.  To dream that your clothes fit too loosely or is oversized implies that you are feeling inadequate. You may also be suffering from low self esteem. In a way, you are trying to hide from the world.

To dream that your jeans are too tight suggests that your ideals are set too high. Alternatively, the dream means that you are feeling restrained in some relationship or situation. You are lacking freedom. To dream that you are trying on jeans indicates that you are trying hard to fit in with others.

To dream that you are wearing cotton symbolizes simplicity. 

To dream that you are combing or styling your hair suggests that you are taking on and evaluating a new idea, concept, outlook, or way of thinking. You may be putting your thoughts in order and getting your facts straight. A more literal interpretation suggests your concerns about your self-image and appearance.

To dream about email indicates that you need to reach out to people who may not necessarily always physically be around. It could also very well mean that you have been spending too much time in front of the computer and this has carried over into your dreams. 

To have or feel pride in your dream indicates that you will have to stand up and fight against attacks to your integrity. You are being challenged. To dream that others are displaying pride suggests that your support is needed in some cause.

I really don't know what the dream means to me. It is about ups-and-downs and about me being transformed or something like that. 

Please help me by commenting!

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