I am gonna summarize the last days dreams, because I haven't been careful enough to write them down. So, the last week. What have I dreamt?
One night, I dreamt about a lot of spiders from everywhere in the room. They didn't bite me or anything but they were so many.
This night I dreamt about a lot of shooting or pointing with guns towards me. I were really afraid and tried to avoid them and paralyze them or even make them forget about the target - me. I also dreamt about a house where somebody had made really good and tasty meat.
I haven't been myself the last days. I have been very weak and I also am aware of our financial situation now. Then, how should we continue? Should we continue building our house, or pay our debts first? That is the question. I also want to be rich. To be rich I have to have Self-Confidence and be proud of who I am. And to get self-cofidence and pride I have to have integrity. And to get integrity I have to have empowerment in my life. So how can I get there?
To see a spider in your dream indicates that you are feeling like an outsider in some situation. Or perhaps you want to keep your distance and stay away from an alluring and tempting situation. The spider is also symbolic of feminine power or an overbearing mother figure in your life. Alternatively, a spider refers to a powerful force protecting you against your self-destructive behavior. If you kill a spider in your dream, then it symbolizes misfortune and bad luck.On a negative note, spiders may indicate a feeling of being entangled or trapped in a sticky or clingy relationship. It represents some ensnaring and controlling force. You feel that someone or some situation is sucking the life right out of you. To see a spider climbing up a wall in your dream denotes that your desires will be soon be realized.
To eat or cook meat in your dream suggests that you are getting to the heart of the matter. You are recognizing and utilizing your instinctual energies. Alternatively, you are seeing others achieve what you are still striving for.