Thursday, August 9, 2012

The teacher, the police, the escape and the gymnast.

9th of August 2012 and the 21st of Ramadan. 

I was in a big building in an appartement many levels up. I think I slept too.  Then I woke up and talked to my mother. I think that I took a bath too, but I don't remember more. 

I was in a school, searching for somebody. I found a person, Pernilla she is called. I thought she was good and she was, as a teacher. Then I found out that she wanted to hurt me. Why, I don't know. And she wanted to use my daughter too, to get me. A Muslim woman, Arab or Somalian, I don't remember, helped me escape from that school. I ran with my daughter. We couldn't pass by the bridge, but we fled to another school, my childhood school. We hide behind great blocks of stone. I called 911 and talked to the police about the situation, but when I am talking to them, this teacher is coming and pointing a gun towards my head. 

Then I saw my daughter doing gymnastics in a big hall, when I felt haunted by this teacher. I wanted to flee again, but I didn't manage to. I met her again, but this time, she is trying to avoid telling the truth because there are many more people around her. 

Yesterday was a day of big fight with my husband. I was really tired and my husband too. He didn't feel well, because of many things around him (not me) but I was effected by his estate. I wanted some help from him, but all I got was fight. Normally he helps me, and normally I can manage everything by myself. Yesterday, none of us were good communicators, at all. 

I am trying to correct my husband. I know that I have to rest when I am that tired, but I didn't, because of the situation. I washed the clothes, I cooked, I took care of the children, I went to the library, by car, to give back the books I have lended. It was up and down all day long. 

During the lap of the day I also found out that my neighbour  that I have talked to yesterday wanted a divorce, after talking to me. That was good and sad at the same time. 

All Ramadan, we have tried to read Qur'an and pray at night. But because of these fights during the day, I was emotionally exhausted and I didn't want to to any of these. 

Late that night, or in the morning rather, my husband I get along again, alhamdolillah, and it felt fine. 

Interpretations by dreammoods:

To dream about an apartment refers to your financial or emotional state. To dream of a large and lavish apartment means that you are headed in the right direction in life. Things will improve for you. To dream of a rundown or messy apartment indicates some financial or emotional turmoil in your life.

To see a building in your dream represents the self and the body. How high you are in the building indicates a rising level of understanding, awareness or success. If you are in the lower levels of the building, then it refers to more primal attitudes and/or sexuality.

To feel sleepy in your dream suggests that you are letting an opportunity pass you by if you do not take action. You need to pay more attention to your surroundings. Perhaps you are lacking knowledge or awareness in some area or issue. 

To dream that you are sleeping denotes peace of mind. Alternatively, it means that you are ignorant of the conditions and circumstances around you. 

To dream that you are taking a bath signifies a cleansing of your outer and inner self. You are washing away the difficult times. This dream may also be symbolic of ridding yourself of old ideas, notions, opinions, and other negativities. Your dream may be pointing toward forgiveness and letting go.

To dream that you are in school signifies feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. It may relate to anxieties about your performance and abilities.

Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life. You may be going through a "spiritual learning" experience.

To dream that you are running away from school means that you are not being receptive to new ideas and viewpoints. You have not learned from your past mistakes. You are heading into a new path in life and are ready to learn by example or from a past experience.Also pay attention to the demeanor and attitude of the teacher in your dream. If the teacher in your dream is mean, then it implies that you may be putting too much pressure on yourself to succeed.

To dream that you are calling or signaling for help suggests that you are feeling lost, overwhelmed, and/or inadequate. To dream that you are or feel helpless suggests that you are experiencing difficulties in confronting a situation or relationship. You feel that you are unable to take charge of yourself.

To dream of a run-down bridge indicates that you should not contemplate any major changes in your life at this time.

To dream that you are having difficulties contacting the police, suggests that you have yet to acknowledge your own authoritativeness in a situation. You need to take control and be in command of the direction of your life.

The appearance 911 in your dream suggests that you need to not be afraid to ask for help. There is an important lesson to be learned from in your dream.

To see a gun in your dream represents aggression, anger, and potential danger. You could be on the defensive about something. Or you may be dealing with issues of passiveness/aggressiveness and authority/dependence. A gun is a symbol of power and pride. Perhaps you are looking for shelter or protection in your dream.

To see a gymnast in your dream signifies agility, strength, and grace.

After the interpretation I directly know that I have problems to guard my temper when disputing, especially when I am tired. I haven't learnt anything from the past when it comes to that. 

Tonight is a really big night, along with the next nine days that are coming. I have to read Qur'an and pray this night because only one prayer is worth a thousand. I can't miss this opportunity. 

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