Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Urinating on un-packed diapers

The 14th of August 2012 and the 26th of Ramadan.

Yesterday it was quite calm. I did the laundry, but I was a little bit nervous and anxious, because I had to go to the bathroom all day long. My stomach was upside down. I had a lot of ideas in my head and I wanted to express them too. My husband felt the nervousness and asked me how I was, because I wasn't normal. Normally I don't think that much, especially during Ramadan. In the evening, before the chidren slept, they wanted to listen to stories of the Prophets. I wasn't able to give them what they wanted and started to talk about Judgment Day and everything. THAT wasn't good. My daughter wasn't able to be calm after that, until she slept next to her father, who came home late, after spending the whole evening with his friends, listening on a sheikh who talks about how to act with wives and how they must be goodly treated. Hmmm.

I dreamt that I was in a loop of water. It was cold as ice almost. Many people was with me in the water. I didn't want to be there, but I had nowhere to go. I rescued my girld I think so she wouldn't drift away. I also saw somebody pee on unpacked diapers that layed like a big stock in the water. It squattered a little bit on me. I waited and was also transfered by a ferry with many people on it.

To see water in your dream symbolizes your subconscious and your emotional state of mind. Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy. It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment.

To see or wear a diaper in your dream symbolizes your childish or babyish attitudes/actions. You may be too dependent on others.

To see urine in your dream represents the feelings you have rejected. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun on your "pissy" attitude.Depending on your dream context, urination is symbolic of having or lacking basic control of your life.To dream that someone is urinating on you means that you are feeling the emotional burden of this person. They are dumping all their feelings on you. Alternatively, the dream symbolizes your lacking sense of self-worth. To dream that you are urinating in public symbolizes a lack of privacy in some personal matter. Alternatively, the dream means that you are trying to establish your boundary and "mark your territory."

To dream that you are waiting for a ferry signifies unforeseen circumstances might hinder your desires and wishes. It may also mean that you are going through some transitional phases in your life.

To see och feel cold: The dream may also occur as a result of your immediate environment in which you are really feeling cold.

I slept with the door open tonight and this night was really cold. The first really cold night of the Summer and it is soon Fall. I may be naive sometimes, but am I dependent on others? Yes, I have been a little bit, like the financial part of my life. I don't have any controle of that, but I trust my husband a 100%. It seems that I am transforming from day to day. I hope it is for the better. Every night I dream that I am going through some sort of transformation. Subhanallah. 

My daughter of six years old's dream

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