Sunday, September 23, 2012

Dirty everywhere

I don't want to wake up because my dreams are more interesting than my life. 

This night I dreamt a lot. I only remember the last part  of my dream. I was with my grandmother and my family and it was snowing outside and cold. It was around Christmas, and I don't celebrate Christmas. Then I was in Tunisia, but it was very unhealthy with all trash around us. I felt embarrassed for Tunisia to my grand mother. Then I was in a mosque, which also was full of people. It was Friday prayers and I didn't want to go inside to pray for natural reasons. I also wanted to go to the bathroom, but it was not clean. A cleaning lady from Slovenia came and wanted to clean right away. I said to her to give me five minutes to go to the toilettes, but she gave me two. And then a lot of people came and hindered me to go. Then I was really annoyed by how dirty it was in the toilettes. I helped the cleaning lady from Slovenia to give her everything she needed, the carriage with everything on it. The principle of taking off your shoes was not applicable to this mosque. Everybody kept them on. A tourist guide wanted to learn how to behave in a mosque and I said that it had to be women kept apart from men, but in the reality it didn't apply to this kind of scenario and that annoyed me too. Outside the mosque my little nephew was with us in the car. My father-in-law didn't locked the wheels so it started to role back to the main street with a lot of cars. It went well, until a big Jeep with two military people wanted to pass by the others to get faster. They almost hit us, but we survived thanks to their reaction. 

I was happy yesterday when I watched TV and listened to music, but when I woke up I didn't want to do anything. I must do something, but I don't want to. I have a friend, so called friend that wants to meet me today, but yesterday I turned her offer down and proposed one myself. That didn't make her happy. She was angry, but didn't show it to me so much. But I felt her anguish and her disappointment. She knows that I am a little bit "cold", but hey, what can she expect when she uses me for her purposes all the time. She is not interested in me and my life. She doesn't care. And she hurts me with this attitude. So I don't know if she is going to meet me at the restaurant that I proposed yesterday. And it is almost 2 pm. now. 

Seeing snow in other than wintertime in a dream means an illness, paralysis, or obstacles hindering one's travel plans, or it could mean sufferings, swearing, or deceit.

If an old woman enters a house in a dream, it means prosperity and business success and if she leaves a house in the dream, it means the opposite. 

Having a father in-law in a dream and particularly for someone who does not have in-laws means strength, peace and tranquillity.

If one enters a mosque riding on an animal in a dream, it means that he will cut off his connection with his relatives, leave them behind and forbid them to follow him. If the carpet or the straw mat of a mosque becomes a shredded rag in the dream, it means that the community of that Masjid is divided and corrupt.

The mosque symbolizes the scholar, the master around whom disciples gather to attain perfection, do good to others, and recall and mention God. A mosque having been demolished: A religious person will die in that area. A mosque in a dream is like the central market that people intend daily and endeavor to make profit therein. It is a place where people will profit according to their deeds and efforts. A mosque in a dream also represents one who is to be obeyed, respected and revered such as a father, a teacher, a sheikh or a man of knowledge.

Joining the Congregational Friday prayers in a dream also may connote a pleasant journey with anticipation of a financial reward one may receive. Joining the Friday Congregational prayers in a dream is a sign of joy and living to join one of the two festive Congregational prayers of the end of Ramadan or that of the pilgrimage season. The Friday Congregational prayers in a dream also represents the pilgrimage of the poor people, or satisfying one's debts. It also means anticipating a relaxed financial conditions, or meeting with an old friend or a beloved after a long separation. A Masjid or a mosque in a dream represents a scholar and its gates represent men of knowledge and the guardians, or the attendants of Allah's House.

Urine generally symbolizes spending and wasting money. It could also mean illicit or inappropriate spending. Urinating: The dreamer will spend money that will benefit himself. Holding back urine or urinating with difficulty: The dreamer is rushing things and taking incorrect initiatives, because continence is like frustration and frustrated persons are unstable and never go back on a decision before they feel the heat. Urinating in certain people’s house, shop, mosque, country, or village: The dreamer will marry into that family or folk who will receive the dreamer’s semen. If that act took place in a mosque, in particular, the dreamer will have a pious and virtuous son. 

Seeing a Nosrani: The dreamer will triumph over his rival in an outstanding dispute, because Nosrani comes from the Arabic Nosra, meaning “triumph” or “victory.”
In a dream, a woman's veil represents her religion. For a woman, wearing a veil in a dream means marriage, prosperity, beauty.

If one uses a lavatory near a known ablution area in the dream, it means that his spending relate to his passion, desires and wantonness. If the location is unknown in the dream, it means that he unknowingly, but willingly spends his wealth in unlawful avenues, whereby he will reap no reward or benefit from it.

Sweeping the floor, or caring for the floor matt or carpet in a dream means to care for one's community or family. Sweeping dirt or cleaning a floor in a dream means financial benefits for people who do that professionally. In a dream, soap represents the washing away of one's sins, dispelling distress and adversities, or paying one's debts.

A large and clean toilet with no smell in it: The dreamer’s wife is pleasant, virtuous, and obedient. The cleanliness of the toilet refers to her virtue and obedience, the lack of stink to her good reputation. If, on the contrary, the toilet is tiny and full of dirt, so much so that the dreamer finds no place to sit on it (in the dream), the wife will rebel against the authority of her husband. Sweeping the floor of the toilet: Will become poor.

If one who does not qualify to be a spiritual leader or a scholar sees himself holding a religious gathering and admonishing people to do good and to forbid evil in a dream, it means distress and an illness which he is praying hard for it to be lifted by Allah's leave. However, if he does speak wisdom during such a spiritual gathering in his dream, it means praying hard to have one's distress and illness lifted by Allah's leave. Consequently, and Allah willing, he will recover from his illness and be able to dispel his adversities. His condition will change from tightness to abundance. He will repay his debts and overcome his oppressors.  

I'm not sure about what this dream means to me. I think that it is true that I haste things sometimes. I want to change my life very quickly, because I feel that it takes to much time. But I should be aware of not doing things to hastily. Perhaps I should restrain and guard in my heart and mind things until the perfect moment comes. I must be better in my mind and heart, but I am weak. I am not perfect but I must strive for better. I feel that my life is boring, but I have to do something about it. But what? What can I do?

Let's see. 

1. If one sees himself completing the reading of the entire Quran in a dream, it means that a splendid reward from his Lord is awaiting him, and that he will get whatever he asks for. So if I try to learn it by heart, then many good things must arrive in my life, with Allah's permission. 

2. I have to repent. A garden in a dream means repentance, and repentance from sin in a dream means a garden.

3. If one sees the heavenly angels (arb. Malaika) coming before him to congratulate him in a dream, it means that Allah Almighty has forgiven that person his sins and endowed him with patience, through which he will attain success in this life and in the hereafter.

4. If one sees Allah's Prophet, upon whom be peace, coming toward him in a dream, it means blessings and benefits, and if one sees Allah's Prophet Muhammad (uwbp) turning away from him in a dream, it means the opposite.

5. Seeing musk in the dream is an indication of joy and happiness.

So what must I do to dream about these? Perhaps if I try to purify my heart with repentance, with Qur'an-reciting by heart. Then perhaps I will also be prosperous in this life and the hereafter. 

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